What's on your mind?

[Cider]

Oh here we go again

Spoiler:

I really am the worst person I've ever met my entire life. I'm such an asshole that I honestly believe the world will be a little bit better with me.
The up and down phases have been much more frequent and intense. I've been feeling stupid and foggy, like I can't even access my brain. I'm so much more irritable, anything can make me cry, and I'm so much more of a jerk. Therapist saps it's a side effect of the anti depressant and whatever I'm taking isn't working so I need to ween myself off of it and start a new med. Up or down, I still believe that I am just a bad human being. Can't keep blaming chemicals in my brain for turning me into the worst I can possibly be in any situation. Like, there is literally no excuse for my recent behaviors - I'm just bat shit crazy and horrible. I wish I could change my mental state for good, and then focus on trying to make my myself less of a piece of shit that I am now.

[Henry Gordan]

Tried some imported beer. British "Haymaker" and Japanese "Asahi". Noticed that Haymaker was two months over the best before date. But that doesn't justify its taste which I think was quite horrible. But Asahi is good. Try it if you can.

[kkslider5552000]

Oh here we go again

Spoiler:

I really am the worst person I've ever met my entire life. I'm such an asshole that I honestly believe the world will be a little bit better with me.
The up and down phases have been much more frequent and intense. I've been feeling stupid and foggy, like I can't even access my brain. I'm so much more irritable, anything can make me cry, and I'm so much more of a jerk. Therapist saps it's a side effect of the anti depressant and whatever I'm taking isn't working so I need to ween myself off of it and start a new med. Up or down, I still believe that I am just a bad human being. Can't keep blaming chemicals in my brain for turning me into the worst I can possibly be in any situation. Like, there is literally no excuse for my recent behaviors - I'm just bat shit crazy and horrible. I wish I could change my mental state for good, and then focus on trying to make my myself less of a piece of shit that I am now.

*hugs*

[Iwamoto Yuri]

Peeps can still join the give-away~

[Kaito Lady]

Oh here we go again

Spoiler:

I really am the worst person I've ever met my entire life. I'm such an asshole that I honestly believe the world will be a little bit better with me.
The up and down phases have been much more frequent and intense. I've been feeling stupid and foggy, like I can't even access my brain. I'm so much more irritable, anything can make me cry, and I'm so much more of a jerk. Therapist saps it's a side effect of the anti depressant and whatever I'm taking isn't working so I need to ween myself off of it and start a new med. Up or down, I still believe that I am just a bad human being. Can't keep blaming chemicals in my brain for turning me into the worst I can possibly be in any situation. Like, there is literally no excuse for my recent behaviors - I'm just bat shit crazy and horrible. I wish I could change my mental state for good, and then focus on trying to make my myself less of a piece of shit that I am now.

*also hugs*

[Cider]

*hugs*

*also hugs*

Thank you guys for always being so nice to me. I would never make last this long without each and almost everyone of you. I really don't deserve your kindness, but thank you so much *hugs back*

Peeps can still join the give-away~

You truly are awfully nice Yuri <3

Now, some boring school shit:

Spoiler:

I THINK I might've figured out my schedule for summer and fall. It'll probably be a hyping bloodbath once registration opens though - I literally NEVER get all the classes I want. So far:

Summer: Macro Economics (with my boo ex-Salomon brother prof) <3, International Trade (with the most sassy bitchy sarcastic amazing awesome professional barista Queen lady), Game Theory (grad student prof, shouldn't be too painful), Financial Institutions (professors get really horrible reviews, but these classes are impossible to get during the school year, even for bizschool kids), Concepts in Computing with Data (I really need to learn R) and maybe Multivariate Calculus. I feel like Multivariate Calc is pushing it, but I need to take this god damn class if I ever want a job. Like, ever.

Fall: Psychology and Economics (the professor is legendary and loved by EVERY single person I've talked to - I NEED to take him), Applied Econometrics (need to take cause me no wants to be jobless forever), Linear Algebra (again, another why-am-I-doing-this-to-myself-save-my-soul class, but words on the streets say it's the difference between No-Job-Cider and Yes-Job-Cider), and Negotiations (night class on the OTHER side of campus, but it's only once a week and I'll always have my pepper spray)

Most likely I'll drop a crap ton of classes again because as much as I'd like to learn everything I just don't have the brainpower for it :/

[Kamite]

Good morning and Good Evening DCTP members. I am here to remind you all, that there is a Movie Night happening right now. If you are awake make sure to click this link and join us for Movie 3 and a Mystery Movie happening right after. Don't forget to bring snacks and drinks to share with everyone and enjoy the movie. Catch you there.

[Cider]

Finally saw Furious 7. Below are some thoughts and THEY CONTAIN SPOILERS so please consider yourself warned.

AGAIN, WARNING, REAL ACTUAL SPOILERS

Spoiler:

1. Oh god, the first 30 minutes were painful. Yes, I understand that this entire movie is a tribute to Paul but the amount of cheesy lines and weird shots were almost unbearable. Cheesy ooc level Sherlock bachelor party.
2. I love Jason Latham's character so much. I swear he is the villain with the best taste in car. Obviously I'm biased because I believe in European car gods but damn
3. THANK GOD THEY DIDN'T KILL DECKARD. it means he'll return right right right right
4. I could tell which shots were body doubles' and which ones were actual Paul's. so sad to see my first celebrity crush dead
5. The plot was pretty painful and all over the place. Not a fan tbh.
6. I hate how Gisele is dead. But maybe she'll pull another Letty, or better yet, a twin Gisele.
6. I forgot how much I hate Lucas Black and everything about Tokyo Drift but Han until this movie. Ughhhhh please don't bring him into the team later on. I really did let out a sigh of relief when I realized he wasn't gonna have a huge part in the movie. THANK YOU EUROPEAN CAR GODS.
7. Where was my post credits me needs my past post credits
8. One word: PHYSICS.
9. The whole emotional Letty thing... Didn't dig that either. But dressed up Letty is so cute
10. Roman's one liners were pretty good. Some did tend to last forever though.
11. DID I SAY I MISS GISELE COS I MISS GISELE
12. Dunno. Maybe it's the sound editing, or the new director, or the fact that everyone was just depressed after Paul died that the movie as a whole seemed like a an expensive cheesy Sharknado on steroids. How should I say it?
Right, Furious 7 feels much less edgy than the previous 3, and for good reasons, but still, I needed to say something. The parts shot before Paul died were great though.
13. RIP Paul I'd like to think he died happy because he lived a fulfilling life and passed in a fast car aka his favorite thing.

Good movie, don't watch it if you don't know the saga though because YOU WILL BE LOST.

Also, everyone should watch Taxi. Gisele Bundchen doesn't play a hot villain everyday ya'll.

[Announcer]

Due to low number of players, Super Mafia Bros have been extended to Friday. If you haven't join go join now. viewtopic.php?f=30&t=12727

[darkest absol]

I don't know why, but I can't get over the fact that someone in Singapore has been reading my fanfiction. (Thanks, FF.net traffic chart)

[Henry Gordan]

I voted yesterday. Now the official day is next Sunday but I am at the base.

[Cider]

So here's a very suicidal thought: Taking Linear Algebra, Multivariate Calculus and Game Theory in the same 10 weeks.
Facebook senpai says I need to be "comfortable" (READ: Linear Algebra level 1337) with matrices if I want to do Applied Econometrics in the Fall. I'd rather get Multivariate Calculus because I've been putting it up for the past... 3 semesters. And I WANT to take Game Theory because if I don't I will never get to take it before I leave
Which means I won't get to take Macro with my God-prof, and I probably shouldn't take International Trade with barista-Queen - might be a better idea to only take one class in the first session while watching this

Spoiler:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ncu9Pks3AJQ

to teach myself some linear algebra.

Don't get me wrong, I'm trying really hard to appreciate the fact that I go to one of the best schools in the entire world - I hung out at the library a bit today, borrowed some books, walked around campus, enjoyed some fresh air - but when it comes to classes I feel like a hoarder with a tiny room. All these classes I want to take, not enough brainpower for even half of them So sad

Also, showed my roommate the vid of the Princeton Linear Algebra class, saying "wow, he explains things so well" and she said "I know I wish I took his class I bet they have grade inflation there" <----- Please be my roommate again next year

[kkslider5552000]

For the record, background music sounding like it's dying when something bad or stupid happens in a show is ALWAYS funny.

[MoonRaven]

school is killing me!

[Jecka]

Alright as hard as I tried, I'm not going to end up passing my class.... Well I do have until the 27th to drop out so it's not 100% official just yet. It's probably 98% :V

Also

For the record, background music sounding like it's dying when something bad or stupid happens in a show is ALWAYS funny.

^ I agree