[Random Rant] My life is a Love Roller Coaster

[baka1412]

Ma.. Osashiburi desu nee.. Now that i remember, my last log in would be years ago.. I dunno whether all the old members were still here

Anyway, long time no see and also nice to see you all..

Turns out my first thread after years of hiatus would be.. Random rants So forgive me, its just one of the way im trying to sort out my mind..

Okay here's the deal... Basically, i decided to broke up from a steady relationship to pursuit my Ex-Girlfriend whose suddenly returned into my life.

But we are not dating (again), we decided to take it slowly yet, and getting to know each other better as a normal Friend for now.. Well, problem is i'm a jealosy type of guy. What it is like having someone who you love, close to you, and yet out of your reach...

Not to mention the status of relationship.. Part of her want to be back, and part of her still want to be single. Enjoying time as a free college Student (Yes, She's 20 and I'm 26.. LoL)..

Though i admit the reason we broke up in the first place is maybe because I'm sort off restrictive to her.. But now i changed, and yet.. I don't know whether we will able to work this out again..

[Conia]

omg it's baka back from the depths of loli fanfics Hello o/

[baka1412]

Hello there conia-san, osashiburi desu nee O-Genki desu ka ?

Seems like a lot has changed here... But yeah, it's good to be back again

[Jd-]

Welcome back!

...And, a lot may have changed, but one thing that hasn't changed so much is the design. The wall of gray you see before you is not our true self, I assure you! Await the return of normal functionality before you judge, onegai!

[baka1412]

I will I'm planning to stick around again for some times..

Lol, look at those pairing thread.. It never gets old

[Giogio]

Hey, I remember you, kinda :V

Also, love roller coaster rant thread? I feel a sudden urge to join. (Not now though, too tired for the expected length of the rant )

[aly_angelflight]

Okay here's the deal... Basically, i decided to broke up from a steady relationship to pursuit my Ex-Girlfriend whose suddenly returned into my life.

But we are not dating (again), we decided to take it slowly yet, and getting to know each other better as a normal Friend for now.. Well, problem is i'm a jealosy type of guy. What it is like having someone who you love, close to you, and yet out of your reach...

Not to mention the status of relationship.. Part of her want to be back, and part of her still want to be single. Enjoying time as a free college Student (Yes, She's 20 and I'm 26.. LoL)..

Though i admit the reason we broke up in the first place is maybe because I'm sort off restrictive to her.. But now i changed, and yet.. I don't know whether we will able to work this out again..

If you're dating someone who tends to get jealous and you actually care about their happiness, then you're going to feel like you have to choose between doing something you want to do and keeping them from feeling jealous. So really, unless you can tone back your jealousy enough that she actually feels like you're supportive of whatever she wants to do (within reason), it's probably not going to work out between the two of you.

[baka1412]

If you're dating someone who tends to get jealous and you actually care about their happiness, then you're going to feel like you have to choose between doing something you want to do and keeping them from feeling jealous. So really, unless you can tone back your jealousy enough that she actually feels like you're supportive of whatever she wants to do (within reason), it's probably not going to work out between the two of you.

Yeah, that's what i'm trying to do..

Although we are seperated by 45 Minutes ride distance, but yeah we have been going out lately.. And i've stopped overthinking stuff, trying to believe in my feeling and also hers.

I keep telling myself, it's no use rushing out things (trying to get her as my girlfriend, again), we both had our share of pain.. So currently i took my time by doing my works, keeping my mind off and get myself busy.. trying to raise up my self-esteem as well.

[bluekaitou1412]

..! baka1412 was here?!

Actually more curious about the "steady relationship" you ended just to pursue the variable x.

[megamind1988]

Speaking of roller coasters, i noticed that some motive rants like the roller coaster murder case the motive was jealousy, but she like almost all jealous women in DC break down crying while confesing and after confesing.
and they learn that jealousy is evil, and it should be stopped!